I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and the other two that I mentioned. I got treatment....my sister Ella got me a therapist.... I was put on medication and suicide watch, it was a really dark time in my life..... but I was able to power through all of them....thanks to support from family and friends.... But it also didn't work when I was alone cause I kept hearing the voices. There was one thing that carried me when I was alone.....or at least I thought I was..... role playing and writing my books. I was expecting no one to listen to me and to just ignore everything that I told in a story. The voices kept telling me I wasn't a good writer ever. And.....all of you reading this proved that voice in my head so wrong.....I went on a hiatus and when I came back......I didn't believe how many reads it got.... it may not seem much to some people....I know that there are writers who have a stupid amount of readers.....but I do feel heard thanks to all of you.....and I know I'm an inventor.....I am Bi.....and as a song would say.....some of you might have heard it......"I'm not scared to be seen......I make no apologies!! this is me!!" So again thank you all......I am in a better life.....and I wake up now not scared.....

Thank you

-Alaina