November 6th, 2022.

You wanna know what sucks? Being in love with someone your parents hate. It's like your modern day Romeo and Juliet story without death and other. Hello. Rivalries. But it's annoying. I mean, I've always wanted to have my life like a movie or a romance novel, but not like this. I wanna happy ever after, but not with him, with someone who is my best friend who's been with me for five years. He's been over to my house multiple times during day and night. Someone like my best guy friend. Yeah, probably him, but my crushes are still JJ and John B. Anyways, I gotta go. I'll write more tomorrow.

~Ari

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November 7th, 2022.

Hey, so I've discovered George Michael. Bro, he's not of this planet. Like he was freaking hot as a teen. Like Careless whispers. Damn. Bro, my cleb crushes are

JJ Maybank,

John B Rutledge,

Rafe Cameron,

Leo DiCaprio

George Michael.

Bro, Absolutely. OK, so my crush list ranked

1.JJ Maybank,

2.George Michael

3.Rave Cameron,

4.John B.

5.Young Leonardo DiCaprio,

6.Draco Malfoy,

7.Tom Riddle

8.Matteo Riddle

9.Lewis Partridge

10 Evan Peters.

But for school, it's still John B and JJ. Plus my best guy friend.

John B is 50%

JJ Is 10%.

Peter Kavinsky is 10%.

My best guy friend is 30%.

So John B is still #1.

But for celebs?

JJ Maybank is 50%.

John B is 20%.

Rafe Cameron is 20%.

Leonardo DiCaprio is 30%.

George Michael is 50%.

Draco Malfoy is 20%.

Tom Riddle is 5%.

Matteo Riddle is 20%.

And Evan Peters Is 40%.

OK. That's all for now. Byeeeeee

~ Ari

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November 8th, 2022

Bro, I feel like I got my positive mood for like, forever. Like, it's not gonna change my 80s. Music is helping with it, like I'm so happy.

~Ari

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November 10th, 2022.

Hey, I don't like John B I just think he's attractive. JJ, I still. Crush on, but I'm not that Obvious now. 44 days till Christmas.

~ Ari

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November 11th, 2022.

Javon is such an ass he needs to mind his own business.

~Ari

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November 12th, 2022.

I just realized when Markie smiled at me, I felt butterflies. I don't know why, but his smile was sweet. Like he smiled kindly at me. I smiled back. Oh, and. JJ won't stop looking at me when I pass him in the hall. It's annoying. I made him feel like an important person. More than he is, anyways, I'll explain more tomorrow.

~ Ari

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November 13th. 2022.

OK, so about JJ. Bestie and I have been noticing some things that. The West I pay attention to JJ, the more he looks at me or he will completely avoid me. Now the avoiding me part is weird, so I'll see him and I know he sees me. And when he does, he'll turn around and walk a different way. Or when he sees me, he will always look at me. And of course I will too. But I don't react that much. So yeah, it's weird and confusing. Maybe he likes me back now. I don't know. It would be cool if he did, but I don't know. I'll keep you updated.

~ Ari

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November 14th, 2022.

Monday OK, so something weird happened at lunch. So the library was closed, so we had to eat in the cab. So I needed help with one math problem, so I. Went to the other side of the. Table now, mind you. Where our tables are you can see J. Anyways, I was hoping tea and I Went back. To the other side and I looked up and JJ was on the other side of his table like. What So? I see that and I look at him and he sees me and looks at me, but there's. The thing we kept looking. For a good chunk of time. And what's better is he moved when I did. After he realized I moved back, he did the same. So like what? Oh, and me, C, and Tommy have been passing notes lately and. Cs brother is in on it. It turns out he's really nice, Both of them are. I'll add some notes in tomorrow. Anyways, write more tomorrow.

~Ari

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November 17th, 2022. Thursday.

Bro. John B Keeps looking at me. And it's really weird, like he will look at me, I will look at him too. But still more tomorrow.

~ Ari

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November 18th, 2022 Friday.

My confidence today was amazing. I know people noticed, especially JJ, like he looked at me. For me. But I feel like I'm starting to develop feelings for Tommy. I don't know. Is the personality. C’s brothers really nice. I think we became friends. Anyways, I gotta go. Homework. So yeah.

~ Ari