So my future is really up in the air like I don't know if I'll be able to work full time so I don't know if I'll be able to provide for myself.

I don't know if I will be able to make it through college if my health stays this bad.

I used to have a lot of ideas of what I wanted to be but now its more about what I can be.

Before I wanted to be a laywer, NICU nurse, Therapist, I wanted to work with endangered animals and a lot of other ideas that have all gone down the drain, some are still bearly possible but all the things I really wanted to do are just out of reach.