I don't really know what to feel most of the time, I just walk around like a husk of person. I mean I was forced to grow up way too fast and had to sort of fend for myself and cope with the fact that I could never be the same again. I was realyl active and loved sports like wrestling and karate I also loved hiking and climbing trees and just generally being active but all of a sudden I just couldnt for years and now I have so little muscle left that just sitting up typeing this hurts. I really dont know I mean I am still a minor (Dont feel like discloseing my age) but I feel like i'm an adult since I was forced to act like one from such a young age.

I also used to be really good at making friends, I couldnt go anywhere without making a friend but since I spent about 4 years closed up in my house only really seeing family and doctors I am bearly a functioning member of society let alone charasmatic as you can probably tell what with my overly formal grammer and vocabulary.