Full moon can be hard.
I know the rest of the Marauders can help, but it's still hard.
And my whole body hurts, no, burns, like it's never done before.
Like there's something missing.
This has all been happening for a few weeks, but every time Sirius looks at me I falter.
We're just friends...
but is that all I want? Do I like him?

No.
I can't.
He would never feel the same about me...
would he?

His eyes just make me feel safe, and I feel jealous when he kisses those girls...
Is that wrong? Am I a freak for loving Sirius just as much as I am for being a werewolf?

(Sorry this chapter is short, just had to find a place to start)