Today is my first time using this diary. I normally don't write much but my mom says it's good to let your thoughts out whatever that's supposed to mean. I met a boy today. He was attractive,I have to admit. I don't know if it was just me making things up or he kept looking at me. Not just anywhere me. He was looking at me parts of me that made me uncomfortable to have looked at. Of course I was wearing clothes so it couldn't be that bad. I acted like I couldn't feel his stare. But Oh God.His eyes are beautiful. He smiled my way when we were in line. I smiled back shyly. I rushed to the bathroom to see if it was that time of the month and that's why he had been looking at me. But no, the ladies time of month hadn't arrived yet.
Writer: For the few of you who are highly confused right now you can owl me lol. Continuing the girls diary..
I came out of the bathroom. He leaned next to me across the wall. He was way to close for comport. "What should I do" I thought. He smiled like a fox. But yet it was still so attractive so I said nothing. Finally as the day came to an end he had kissed me. My first kiss. But that wasn't what I wanted. He had violated what I approved of. He had stared at me in ways no boy should. I learned something that day. I would not make the same mistake again because of embarrassment.

Lesson: Speak up when you feel uncomfortable!
Writer: I wish I had learned this. You can't let boys or anyone control you. In any way. Starting from deciding if he wants to be with you to big things like rape. Your voice gets a vote always. Please don't forget that!More soon!