This is one of many paths you might take--either by choice or destiny--in your afterlife.

Heaven

Heaven, like Hell, is a vast concept tied up in a rather tiny word. Whatever "Heaven" means to you, that is what Heaven is. We cannot nor would not define it for you or anyone else. People drawn to this path usually describe a feeling of rest and peace on the horizon. At the same time, even though they are drawn to this path over and over, many people feel like this might not be the path for them. We often hear people heading for this path say things like, "I just don't know if I lived my life well enough for Heaven."  "I don't know if I am good enough for Heaven."  "I'm just not sure. How can I know if paradise is meant for someone like me?" 

The only answer that we or your death consultant can give is that if you are drawn to this path over and over, then it is the path for you. This path only draws to it the people who are meant for it. Our best advice is for you to have faith in that and follow the path, even if you have doubts.